it got me thinking

newton's third law stated that to every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction

org tua cakap mula2 benci, lama2 suka
if dat's the case
say we apply the above law
does it mean dat mula2 suka will change to lama2 benci?
hurmnnnn...

so like when u like a guy, u also dun like him?
in the same amount u like him?
sungguh totaly tidak logika kan?

excuse moi
dalilah mabuk selepas habes 200++ slides on sports medicine

never let go

not so hardcore

this came in my email inbox a couple of days ago



so not helping me saving money for the upcoming trip *slaps forehead*

so the plan was to go today
i even manage to lure Kak Ana n Nisa to abandon study mission to go for a lil relaxing time in TD square
at first the small, insignificant detail dat today's temp gonna be -30 degrees plus another -10 degrees with windchill cannot deter us from the shops
very de rugi if dun go rite?
30% on everything plus another 10% on SPC
n i also had my hands on few extra La Senza coupons expiring tmr

but then, oh soooo mls to bundle up
plus i must be out of my mind to subject meself being turned into icicle while waiting for the bus and trains which are really really not reliable in this kinda weather

so, in the end here i am
caving inside my pinky hearts duvet
staring at the obscenely not so interesting Mr P
have to wrapping up derm, ortho is on the standstill yet
exam is in 4 days
then Vegas! n Cali!
oh sin city! n sun! n beaches!
FUN!

living out of lugagge

it's almost 4 pm now n i just barely started studying today
bad bad progress *geleng geleng kepala*

it's mini snow storming outside
-4 degrees now...not dat bad but i must be out of my mind if i were to set foot outside the door
heck, i dun even to get out the comfy confines of my duvet
let alone my room n my house
hibernating is wat i do best at times like this heheh
lets hope i can add another kilo or two to the staggering unmoving dial of bathroom scale at 40kg in these few days, shall we?

minus 7 days from the warm equatorial sun of the States
ouh, can't wait to be out of bundles of wintery wears
so, just a peek of the upcoming winter break plans

am leaving cold Calgaria on Dec 20th to Viva Las Vegas babeh!
am so gonna go watch Cirque Du Soleil
am still deciding whether to watch Mystere or KA
need to book the tickets fast! n it's so gonna cost a bomb!

will be driving to the magnificent Grand Canyon for a day
then off to San Diego for few days
the up to Anaheim to met up Mickey and the gang
wheeee~ am going to Disneyland!!!

move along to Hollywood and Universal Studios n downtown LA
i am so gonna take a drive along the Beverly Hills roads *perasan celebrities sebentar*
it would be perfect if we are renting the convertibles
ouh, gambar with the big Hollywood sign is a BIG must!

then off to San Francisco
mau tour the jln bukit2 iteww n the famous Golden Gate Bridge
Alcatraz jugak n Pier 39

back to Vegas again on the New Year
mayb go to Madame Tussaud's and not forgetting shopping la
will be leaving all the heat on Jan 3rd
waaaa!!! x nk blk!!! Calgary sejuk!!!

for now it's just me n Jeremy
but who knows, last min addition is totally welcome!
omg, it's gonna be so much FUN!!!
can't wait!!!!

this is not how to hit on girls on Facebook

pay attention guys
while Facebook/Friendster/Hi5/Myspace n its sepupu-sepapat out there can be use as social tool n platform to mayb finding ur true soul mate/love of ur life/summer fling/just friend/next victim/-feel free to put wateva why u use this services-
tis is not how to do it



dude, i put all of the things u ask me on my info box
i did not spend an hour to build the profile to have me repeating it all in ur face
n if u wondering where the hell Calgary AB is, i trust u know how to utilize Google
i mean you r on Facebook, Google or Yahoo is the most basic of internet, no?

even if u wanna make small talk, try not to make urself look stupid or ignorant
it makes me feel u undermine my intellectuality n dat's not gonna take u far, trust me

dun flood my pic comment box with all the details of u getting to know me
there's the wall or if u value privacy, u would use the messaging option

if u really wanna be friends n get to know a girl
have a decency to say hi n introduce yourself upfront
i mean, some of u dun even have the ball to put up ur own picture
for all i care, u r a stranger, potentially a serial killer
ok, maybe that over the top but there r all sorts of ppl on the net n i have had fair share of these ppl
so if u really want me to take u seriusly
dun do wateva this guy is doing
seriusly...

seriusly...

stop putting thoughts in my mind

woke up early for derm group discussion
finished 2 hrs ahead of schedule wohooo!

came home n had a bowl of macaroni chicken n seafood soup
found streaming movie of Twilight in not so shabby wonders of technicolor

hungry again after dreaming of Edward
had a plate of spaghetti bolognese drowning in cheddar n mozarella
while listening to House MD teaching on eclampsia

finally get to the business of rheumatology
10 slides into brittle bone n my mind is permanently stuck on thought of filet o fish



wat i wouldn't do to fulfill the cravings



now i can sleep opsss study peacefully

and the devil whispers

Edie: "I should never shop for lingerie when I'm horny. It's like buying groceries when you're hungry."

yes *nods nods*
all this is nafsu semata2
sedar la wahai diri!!!

the voice is saying : is not u want it, u NEED it
GET IT~

need my ass!
stop tempting me!

give in or fight?
pdhal dh tahu kalah jua akhirnyer

sharpen up those knives

wat i wouldn't kill to be home for korban this yr
daging goreng, roti bontot cecah gulai daging, sup gearbox, singang daging, kerabu perut, sup tulang, daging bakar, nyicoh perut, paru goreng *drools*
i'm sorry lembu lembu sekalian, u r just food, meant to be eaten

HAPPY EID ADHA
to all who celebrate it

p/s: asal seme org msk nasi dagang ah for raya haji ni?
saya mau jugak!!!
mau mkn saja, x nk buat
nges nges nges

my not so exciting life

woke up to a raining cotton balls
it was just last nite complaining of where's the snow n the cold?
it's already Dec for heaven sake
n looks whose listening n shove it in our face this morning?
*padan muka*

cook nasi lemak
to ease the craving
no more random mention of nasi lemak on FB ah Bram

tried to study
finish a couple of lectures
it's amazing how u can stay up n immerse urself in 500 pages of vampire love story in one day but it took u 10 or less slides of lecture n u as good as gone into the dreamland
shot me for not doing wat the taxpayers money are paying me to do

spend the nite before watching random movie trailers on utube
feels like doing a movie marathon of all the romantic comedy collections - 27 Dresses, Made of Honor, Definitely Maybe, yada yada
ended up watching Perfume: The Story of A Murderer

tummy doesn't feel so good today
bo-hoo
angin berkoyan-koyan :(

manage to goreng-ing HPOP worksheet, complete with all the condiments bagai
uh, i hate EBMs!

it's already school tmr
blergh!!

i am an angel

*note: do listen to the song Santa Baby to get the feeling of gedikness needed to menghayati this post muah muah*

my dearest Santa,
i have been an awfully very good girl this year *wink wink*
so mayb when u put my name down on dat forever long list of urs, consider these to put under my tree on the morning of 25th

1. BOSE dock for my iTouch



2. DSLR kit...am still undecided which one i want but i put my trust u will choose the very best for me *puppy eyes* n when i said kit, it means the whole thing with a couple of awesome lenses and filters etc, u get wat i mean tq.....*big kiss on the cheek*

3. Silver Volvo like this



4. or this Mini Cooper dat i always dreaming of



5. the Twilight Saga in hardcover would be nice too



6. then again, i still haven't got the 1st and 4th season of Grey's *hint hint*

7. how about a pink PSP or Nitendo DS or pink PSP and the whole Wii bundle including Guitar Hero n Wii Fit n the Dance Mat too!

8. i also need this to stash away all my pics n torrents n porn *opssss*



9. a really BIG, FAT bank account since i am going to US this winter break

10. Edward Cullen!!!!! *pengsan*



not dat bad huh?
only 10 small little items
*grins*
n i promise i'll thank you in every ways possible
*wink wink*

stay inside

i've been staying away from wat's happening in hometown
it gets tiring to read the same old news day after day
the only updet i get is from the infrequent phone calls to home
-shoot me for not keeping in good touch with my own family but the time difference can be a big hurdle *alasan!*-
or if Kak Ana ask if i know this n that dat is happening in beloved M'sia

dat's why i was late to find out about Norman Hakim ruckus or the fact that Kuala Terengganu is having a by election soon because the guy is dead while playing badminton or there's another landslide at Bukit Antarabangsa and government immediately calling off all hillside projects -yeah, like after numerous landslides that claimed so many lives already- or it's raining season now and it's already claiming its first victim

growing up i always love the rain season eventough i abhor rain
i was allowed to play air boh but under strict supervision of my family
mind u, i was living with my grandparents and i'm the only grandchild living with them so i get to hog all the attentions
back then, it's still gonna be flooding every monsoon season
after few years they decided to dig a water channel and no more floods *cries*
my uncle would made me a boat out of pelepah nyior and tied to a string
and i would glee in hapiness discovering the big fat earthworm crawling under the rocks
and the special diet of ubi kayu rebus with kelapa parut or pulut with ikan rebus goreng and kelapa parut *drools*
due to close proximity to the beach, the roaring waves somehow become my lullaby and soothes me to sleep
it is a good memory, indeed

hiatus

dat was the last of Grey's for 2008
no more new epi until Jan 8th
which is fine
i have exam n winter break to fill in the time
so no worries about missing the juicy actions while on the road

all the Seattle guys seems to be oh so suweeet these days
even bad ass Alex n manwhore McSteamy
but hey, McSteamy is a man afterall
u wouldn't think he can say no to Little Grey, wouldn't u?
not when she's begging him with "teach me teach me" speech
and Alex declaring he loves Izzie and sticking by her no matter wat?
u would think the cat will grow horns before the day finally come
*snickers*

so i opened the pandora's box

i finished the 500 pages of Twilight book in just one freaking day!
so much for studying plan today

i know i won't be able to put it down if i started
but ohh, the temptation is tooooo much to resist
and i do say i gladly give in haha
damn, now itching to read the next book in the saga
n u know after the 2nd book, i'll be wanting to read the third one and the last one
i won't be satisfied until i finished the whole series

whyla it can't be the same when i'm reading the med books
haha wishful thinking la Dalilah!

saje je ltk a peek of the next book and the left it hanging like dat
mmg mengoda jiwa saya yg semmgnyer sedia sng digoda
have to tahan the itch...exam in 2 weeks and less

for those whose still in the dark about wat's all the fuss about Edward Cullen
or for those already head over heels in love with him
silala jamu mata anda...



ouh Ice-y, in this trailer ade part Edward n Bella kiss
mayb not the whole scene but better than nothing
-yup, the scene kna potong in Malaysian cinemas, shucks!-

rockstar!

730am n i'm in my scrubs
watched ORIF (dat's open reduction and internal fixation for non medical ppl) of fracture dislocation of ankle, manipulation of total knee replacement and repair of Achilles tendon rupture
helped doing the cast

ortho surgery is awesome
all the drilling and plating and screwing
u would think u in a workshop or carpentry sumwhere
ouh, did i mention the blood and the broken bones?
coolness to the max!

the crazy dat it is

wat else if not the weather of Calgary
finally showing it's true colors



yerp, Calgary's weather mood swing can rival if not triumph over of dat XX species of homo sapiens

how convenient la...i have to go out at 630am tmr for core at Rockyview Hospital
mati kebekuan la aku~